lonely-world

Love

2010-05-03T16:46:00.000+08:00

Love makes u become an idiot

MSG!!!

2010-04-18T19:17:00.002+08:00

after so many days of coldness..
U FINALLY MSG ME!!!
YAY!!! =D

=(

2010-04-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

i wan talk to u.. i dun wan u to be so cold to me
=(

i miss u

2010-04-12T21:35:00.002+08:00

I was looking at all the old messages that i had msg to my friends last night before i sleep. It made me smile & cheer me up. Most of u talk lesser to me & some of u stopped talking to me. Because of having relationship , scared of me , dislike me or some other reasons. It kinda hurt me to see my friends stopped talking to me. But i will appreciate the past that we had. I hope we can behave like last time? talk & laugh together? I really miss those times =(

i care about u

2010-04-10T15:33:00.002+08:00

i really care about u.. i really do..
it is not i purposely pretend that i cannot understand u..
it is jus that i m very slow n stupid..
i really hope that i can become better
so that we can communicate better..
sorry =(

1st march

2010-03-01T19:53:00.003+08:00

hi ppl! so long nvr update le..

went into the new school to have

a look with crystaline on saturday after band.

it was awesome!!! everything is so freaking nice..

there is things blended with the building like the school logo, TPSS n 2010.

try to find them when u go inside n try to find something else too...

we went in without asking permission..

walking around really bring back memories..

my sec 1 n 2 life..

dunno wat to say le...

it is jus great to have this new school ^^

btw, we get chase out of the school at 5.04pm.. =.=

because they r suppose to close the gate by 5pm

but they can't find us..

haha..this prove that the school is very big right? =)

1st day of feb

2010-02-01T19:42:00.002+08:00

AH DIAO!
remember to meet on 1st of every month hor!!!

i need u.. will u come back to me??
y ur attitude toward suddenly change??
u r so cold toward me..
i dunno wat happen.
did i did something wrong?
pls tell me =(
palm + thumb

=(

2010-01-30T21:30:00.001+08:00

forgive me pls?
cheer up =)
i wan to see ur bright cheerful smile again..
pls?

O lvl RESULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-10T19:52:00.003+08:00

Tmr the o lvl result will be out le...
so nervous.. dunno how many points i will get..
hope i can do well n get the points that i wish for..
15 or below... pls get that points...

first day at work

2010-01-05T19:46:00.004+08:00

jus one word.. tired =.=
work at Fairprice today as trolley boy..
sound so cute right.. like some small boy like that...
but no.. trolley boy need move the trolley from
everywhere in TM back to FairPrice...
then if no trolley right need help to place the goods on the shelves=.=
which is like double job la... feel so under paid
then 3 pm went back after lunch..
Fred n Ler Yee work until 2pm only.. so good..
i went back n they told me to help them unpack the goods=.=
then one of the superviser say that the goods are placed at the wrong place
n Ler Yee n one more guy are the one who placed them there=.=
then i need help to take down all the goods n repack them up the shelves=.=
damn tired now =.=
work for 7 hours... from 10am to 5 pm..
who want visit me? haha..
i think i going sleep now.. too sleepy le
bb

happy new year/ happy 2010

2010-01-01T21:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!
This will be my first post in 2010..
Today went out with sandra n alethea..
Went to buy tickets for movie..
Go to TOYRUS to buy kite..
After all the buying all the stuff for the day,
we went to pizza hut to eat tea break..
Quite a heavy tea break we had..
went back to century square to watch the Old Dogs..
then went out to some open space near the interchange to fly kite...
which is suggested by sandra..
both of them got fly a kite before but i nvr..
but i m like one who keep pulling the kite
n run around trying to make it fly =.=
then after awhile nic came... then S n A sit together n talk
then 7 plus the wind getting stronger.. then i try to fly the kite..
n it actually flew up!!! so happy n i did it on my own..
go eat dinner but sandra went off to eat dinner with her family..
went home after dinner.. now sitting here blogging now..

FUCK U!! CB kia!U GO DIE LA!

end of a chapter

2009-12-31T10:14:00.003+08:00

I typed this last night at 130am..
Jus finish the concert yesterday (I felt that this concert ended so fast..it is like the fastest concert I ever attend. Even though it is 2 hours but it ended in a blink of eye).. It was a success!! haha
It is a great closure for Mr Kenny Tan, Mr Neo n us , the sec 4s.
I will keep all this great memories of being a tpwe member for this 4 years not in my brain but in my heart. I always work hard for the band n i really love it. Now I graduated, my life is so empty.. There is not aim in my life anymore..I enjoyed being teached by Mr Samad. He is really a great teacher to me... I love the way he teaches us, it is very fun. He is the one who always make the band practices fun n enjoyable for us. This make us 'addicted' to band which make us keep coming back..n the love for the band builds up.I think the love for music n band is the main source that make the fire keep burning in our heart.To all juniors in the band, contiune the fire that is burning in us.This will really help to take the band into greater heights.Lastly, I wish u all will have a more success concert next year n maintain the GOLD award or get GOLD with Honour for the next SYF =) Wish u all, all the best. Jia You!!!

To Denise n Farhan.. practice more of the basic, I know it is boring but it will really help u.
If u dun understand anything, I m jus a call away n i will TRY to come back as much as possible to help. =) Denise, dun cry like I m dying soon ok? =.=Thank for the msg u send to me this morning, it is very touching =)

LP, thx for the card u made for me.. 090909. I will always remember that =) I really love the card alot. Now that i m not around le, can't go school n go home together le =( i miss the time we spend together from the playground to hongkong. I will carve all this memories deep in my heart. Jus call me or come n find me anytime u wan, i will always be there for u=) Always palm + thumb u <3 Forever LGLP =)

I think that i m leaving twpe haven't sank in my brain yet...
"ONCE A TPWE MEMBER ALWAYS A TPWE MEMBER"

bleeding

2009-12-24T22:08:00.003+08:00

wat is wrong with me...
i m smiling on the outside but i m bleeding inside..
my heart is very pain... i dunno how to say out how pain i m feeling now..
i scared if i say it out.. everything will change..
i really dunno wat to do...
feel like dying...

back from hongkong

2009-12-14T12:50:00.003+08:00

back from hongkong last night...was so tired..
send wen ya home le then went home..
it was fun... n we got a GOLD for
the hk disneyland winter band festival!!!!
so happy!! haha..
we got two gold awards in one year...
this feeling is so great...it is only once in a lifetime
n this is the last trip n last compeitition with the band...
n my last concert with the band is at 30 dec..
i m so going to miss the time that i spend with everyone in the band

OMG

2009-12-03T19:40:00.000+08:00

I'M SO CONFUSED NOW!!!
WAT SHOULD I DO??
SOMEONE HELP ME!

hi

2009-11-26T14:14:00.001+08:00

hi..lazy to type..=.=

bb

Blur Face

2009-11-20T18:01:00.003+08:00

For Blur Face.
She ask me to update my blog=.=
i say ' my life not interesting'..
then she say she dun care...
so here i am now blogging =.=
* see her small cannot bully* haha
she call me shy because,
sir hong yong = shy [short form]
i didnt know i was "shy" until she told me
haha..
"see that Blur Face, i wrote a post with u inside"

Homed with LP today..
she so bad leh..
go laugh at a auntie who is rushing for the bus...
the way she run is very funny...=.= ya...
then she keep laughing for the whole trip..

Wine

2009-11-14T20:09:00.002+08:00

Guess wat..i m drinking red wine now..
got no idea why i m drinking..
my father jus open one bottle then i jus drink..
so sleepy=.=

olevel

2009-11-11T21:45:00.002+08:00

finally... o level is over...
haven plan anything to do
for this long holidays...any suggestions?
seriously i dunno wat to type here...
can anyone make my life more interesting??
my life is too boring to write anything here...
=.=
'lonelyworld'

A new laptop!!

2009-10-19T20:04:00.001+08:00

After a long waiting of 3 months
n 8 hours of charging,
i finally got my laptop n now i using it! haha =D

birthday=)

2009-08-02T15:30:00.002+08:00

So long nvr post anything le..
well,yesterday was my birhtday =)
0108
went for band early in the morning to teach my junior,
let skip this part..ppl wish happy birthday..
received present then go home after band,
went to eat dinner with family
and went tm to buy cake=)

the ppl who wish me happy birthday by msg was:
[from first to last]
cecilia,1148pm on 31 july[becos she wan sleep liao]
brevian,1200am on 1 aug[why i sixteen u sad??haha]
jasmine,0134am on 1 aug
sandra,0147am on 1 aug
wenya,0738am on 1 aug
weesiang,0858am on 1 aug
insyirah,0955am on 1 aug
huichunn,0329pm on 1 aug
haziqah,0338pm on 1 aug[i m not sexxay =.=]
sufeng,0339pm on 1 aug
kathleen,0434pm on 1 aug
amelia ngiam,0434pm on 1 aug[she wish me happy birthday three times]
denise,1144pm on 1 aug
sarah,0111am on 2 aug[Her msg:HONG YONG,WAS IT YOUR BIRTHDAY ONE HOUR AND ELEVEN MINUTES AGO?!WHY NEVER SAY?HAHA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!]

THANK YOU ALL WHO REMEMBER MY BIRHTDAY
[even those not mention above]=)
and to amelia ngiam,
ur present is very cute n useful..
can use to beat juniors up when they dunno how to play
haha..i like it a lot,thank you=)

Phone spoil=(

2009-07-04T12:33:00.001+08:00

my phone spoil=(
the whole number pad cannot press..
cannot msg le..
if wan find me jus call me
if i nvr ans then msg me..
i will call u back

sch is starting soon

2009-06-27T17:07:00.002+08:00

awww..so tired
so long nvr update blog le..
lazy-.-
sch is starting on mon..wth..
hope suddenly have
a one week extend on the holidays
still have alot of tickets haven sell...
who want watch the concert please
tell any band members asap...
come and support us
ty=)

bored

2009-06-24T21:23:00.000+08:00

BORED

band concert

2009-04-29T17:40:00.003+08:00

anyone interested in my band's concert??
12 july ,ticket sold at $10 each
at Singapore Conference Hall
time is 5 pm
tag or call me if u r interested
thx..
it is a concert that u will not forget..=)

GOLD!!

2009-04-06T20:13:00.003+08:00

Our hard work had finally pay off..
we got GOLD..haha
YES!!!
i still think that i m dreaming..
can someone slap me?
haha..jk
this feeling is great..
our dream came true...
dunno wat to say le..
jus want to say..
I FEEL GREAT!!!haha

GOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLD
GOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLD
GOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLD
GOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLD
GOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLD
GOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLD
GOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLD
GOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLD
GOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLD

music in my blood

2009-04-04T17:42:00.003+08:00

nowaday i keep listening to the mp3 of harvest waves..
days & nights
n keep practicing the two songs..
overture no 1. & harvest waves..
i will jus random sing out
the melody & tap the tempo..
i felt like i m addicted to the songs
the songs is alway in my brain..
i feel that the songs is already in blood..

SYF!!!OMG

2009-04-03T21:09:00.002+08:00

OMG SYF IS JUS NEXT MONDAY!!!6/4
it is like so fast la..
we need get this gold medal..
everyone have their faith in us
we must not dissapoint them..
this is my last syf with this band..
so is the sec 3..it is their one n only syf
so we have to get it..
it is a memory for us to keep for our life &
we have been working too hard to jus get a silver..
the school & mr neo has alway been supporting the band
it is now the right time to give them back a present..
last but the most important people that make the band to this stage
is the teachers n mr samad..
we need to give them this gold medal
for them to remember us ,the batch 2009
the first batch that get the gold..
LET DO THIS TAMPINES WIND ENSEMBLE!

back from band camp

2009-03-20T18:00:00.002+08:00

haha back from band camp..
having ache all over my body..
sleeping on table is painful...
too old le...haha
it is fun
with the section & ensemble competition..
i was very happy with my ensemble group..
eventhough we r jus the 1st runner up

i quite disappointed with myself when my section play 'Macarena'
i was playing too soft then the audience cannot heard the melody..
i tried my best but i couldnt get any louder..=(
i wan my section to be the best
even we play jus a normal B flat major
everyone will be like so impressed ...
but i dun think i can get to that level with my section now..

Lame Quiz

2009-03-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

Quiz from Yan Fang

1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?- Everywhere

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?- Tired

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?- I forgot

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?- No

5. Will you ever donate blood?- If i have to

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?- Yes I think so

7. Do you want someone to be dead?- Not really

8. What does your last text message say?- Not sure

9. What are you thinking right now?- Sleeping

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?- No

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?- 11.30 pm

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?- Singapore

13. Is someone on your mind right now?- Ya the one reading this now

14. Who was the last person(s) who text you?- Daniel

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz;
1. Hui Chun
2. Amelia Ngiam
3. Cecilia
4. Jasmine
5. Hadi
6. Ruhazziq
7. Daphne
8. Nicholas
9. Insyirah
10. Yan Fang

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?- I dunno
16. Is no.3 a male or a female?- Female.
17. If no.7 and no.10 get together , would it be a good thing?- OMG it will be interesting
18. What is no.1 studying about?- Xiao bai stuffs
19. When was the last time you chatted with them?- Who?
20. Is no.4 single?- No(she is with Winston)
21. Say something about no.2.- a cute girl that like to go blehx
22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together?- possible
23. Describe no.9.- A person that like paper crane that can fly=.=
24. What will you do if no.6 n no.7 fight?- I got no idea
25. Do you like 8?- oh no gay...

finally i post!!

2009-02-14T17:52:00.003+08:00

haha YES! finally i post..
today wake up early in the morning
then went to mass run..
ok let not talk about it..
after that went to white sand with
fred hadi jem denise huiying wenfang n their friend
go take a neoprint then go eat mac then go home..
take the pic for like 3 hrs??
then while the boys wait for the girls outside
we saw wenya n caroline at white sand..

hi

2009-02-04T22:20:00.001+08:00

hi
-.-

post for ppl

2009-01-31T21:20:00.001+08:00

this post is for ppl who
r encouraging me to update my blog=)

THE END

...

2009-01-03T16:48:00.001+08:00

ok a post for my blog yea...
alot ppl call me update my blog...
give them chance..update it or else later they cry..
haha
tc

came back to singapore=)

2008-12-07T18:40:00.002+08:00

finally back to singapore=)

reach singapore yesterday at 11.40pm

the night view on plane was so great man..

i only came back to singapore for only

like not even a day i am missing the days that

i spend with my friends n teachers in hong kong

we had so much fun in hong kong i really miss it

time passed so fast..

i hope we can go oversea together again..

here r 2 pictures that we take on the

cable car ride at NGONG PING 360

excitedforhktrip

2008-12-01T10:32:00.002+08:00

ok..i make this post short..
now going to bathe..
then prepare to go to school..
1 day camp in school..=.=
OMG!!!so excited...
=.=
my bro now beside me saying out wat i type..
tmr on the plane to HONG KONG!!whooooo
cya=)

HONGKONG

2008-11-30T14:11:00.002+08:00

haha
two more days b4 we go hong kong..yes!
so excited now..
dunnno whether i got bring all the things i need ma..
tmr going to school at 2.30pm to stay over night
because tue the bus come at 4 am to fetch us to airport
omg so early sure very tired one..
i dun wan sleep on mon sia...
but mr samad ask mr tan to make sure that we all sleep..
=.=
i the group leader for my group n fred is the AL
my teacher in charge is mr samad..
my group color is green=.=
is like omg...i prefer white
white is cool haha..
i post again when come back from hk
need check whether i had everything ready ma..
cya=)

hongkong!!!whoooo

2008-11-26T18:38:00.002+08:00

yay..it is confirm that we r going hong kong
on 2 dec-6 dec haha yes!

DATE Depart form: Arrive at: Flight no. Departure time: Arrival time:
2dec08 Singapore HongKong UA896 0650am 1025am
(tue)

6dec08 HongKong Singapore UA895 0810pm 1150pm
(sat)

omg so excited...the truth is the trip last for 7 days instead of 5 days..
we r going to have a one day camp in school on 1dec08(mon)..
because we have to leave school at 4am with all the instruments..
later someone late then we cannot catch the flight le..
the arrive time is like going to 12am 7dec08(sun)...
whooo 7 days away from home haha
should be fun..=)

hadi miss the train=)

2008-11-22T22:49:00.002+08:00

today after band...______went home with her sis
then no one go home with me...
i ask hadi go eat with me..
we planned to eat in bedok suddenly i change my mind
we turn our way back go run up the stair to the mrt station
i saw the train arrived le i call hadi run..
he say sure cannot catch up one..
then i nvr give up n chase it..
i ran in went the door left about 30cm like that(should be..)
then hadi cannot go in then left in outside the train...ps arh
haha
the door close n everyone was like looking at me..
like so shock like wtf is that boy doing...haha=D
everyone look outside n hadi's face was like so funny
the train started moving n ran beside it trying to hint me something
everyone was like laughing la..
i catch my breath n call hadi say meet him up at pasir ris..
then after eating..
home sweet home=)

dream r scary

2008-11-16T21:59:00.003+08:00

i had this dream yesterday night..
i not sure whether is a good or bad one..
it is like this..
i m with dunno who at some mrt station(not in singapore)
suddenly there is this dinosaur came out out n everyone run for their life
me n my two friends which i totally forget who they r..
hid in some bushes..
a few min later i get out..
to my horror everything change..
it has past 100 yrs!!
a went find my friends all of them grow old n had grandchild
which look totally like them when they r young...
i look jus the same old me...a 15 yrs old kid..
then i m on a mission with the help of my old friends to help me
go back to 100 yrs ago...

when i wake up i was like wth was that dreams...
i think watch too much avatar...(that wat my bro say to me)

today went out with tx & kl to gym..
then it was like 1 hour only=.=
then wait for kl to bath n change...
she not bad leh..say 30 min then
become 28 min then she come out le
earlier by 2 min..
then went to watch Madagascar:Escape 2
very funny..haha
then go home le..haha had fun today

DRILL&TRIP

2008-11-04T21:26:00.005+08:00

ps so long nvr post le...=)
today as usual have step programme..
so sian=.=
1230 finish yay!!haha=D
went to band try new scores..
then have good news...we get to go hong kong!!!
haha..my country...=.=
need pay $1300 but school help us pay until left to pay $257
YES!!!
saturday going to have drill haha..
i wan teach sec one..hehe
can torture them
especially SOMEONE..
muhahaha....jk only=)
i very good one=D

love u so much<3

got promoted

2008-10-18T17:09:00.001+08:00

YAY!!! got promoted to sec 4...
haha
went to fool ppl around me
say i retain or they retain haha so fun
ok la sry la ok dun angry hor haha=p

result out!!

2008-10-15T18:17:00.002+08:00

today i get back the paper it is like omg!

english 25/50
math 9/80
chinese 35.5
combine science
bio 72.5/100
chem 61/100
ss geo 31/100
history 27/50
dnt 37/100
a math 9/80

i was being told that i get 47/100 for eng combine
wa i so scared that i will retain lor
pray that i wont man or else i sure die one=(

HAPPY B'DAE

2008-10-14T11:40:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS JAMINE B'DAE!!!!!!!!!!!
haha =D
HAPPI B'DAE JASMINE =)

she ask me write one..=.= haha

GYM

2008-10-13T16:01:00.004+08:00

today went to gym with jem n md danial,
first time go gym that is in singapore sia..
haha
so excited...then reach there at 11am..
i think so..ya..
quite boring at there
i wan go there every monday
hope that i very slim down quickly..
danial leave around 1 then me n jem stay abit longer
o ya..that is one machine that u can play game while working out
call fish game?
very stupid...=.=
we left at 1.33pm n went to play arcade
i saw my pri sch friend,estee..
she was looking at jem playing parapara
jem was quite funny..
after he play finish we saw joey yuanfan jonathan justin[3e5]
came to play arcade..they play the parapara machine
so ps la...joey n yuanfan play until like...
dunno how to say..like gay sia..haha
that all for today=)

New song!!

2008-10-12T17:50:00.002+08:00

Here a new song for everyone...
It is call 'My love is you' by Ann Thitima
it's a nice song, i found it when playing audition
haha=p
i will alway play that song during audi
hope u all enjoy the it=)

EXAM!!!

2008-10-02T18:24:00.001+08:00

tmr ss n eng exam
wa...
so stress...haha
not really actually i dun feel anything=p
still dnt need to do sianz..
dunno wan to do ma..
haha see my mood..
ok that all
or else ppl say i nvr update...
ok tc=)

Songs

2008-09-29T18:34:00.000+08:00

haha songs...
a super short post for today
haha
tc=)

SianZZZZ

2008-09-24T19:26:00.002+08:00

now talking to daphne in msn..
so sianz at home haha
nth to do...lazy study
waiting for the audition to download finish...
haha tc=)

NEW SKIN!!!!!!!

2008-09-20T19:51:00.002+08:00

er..even though the skin is not
wat i expected it to be
but it look great to me haha
thx jasmine lau jia min thx alot=)
btw my cbox look like a battle ground to me
omg..
tc=)

JUS SHUT UP!!U R NOT SO IMPORTANT

2008-09-17T19:16:00.003+08:00

Ok i have enough of this!

stop acting like u r so important in my life that even without u i will die

no! i will still eat sleep n play well

i didnt talk to u is not because i got new friends then ps u..

friend doesnt mean that i must alway talk to u

if evryone think like that then wont i be very busy?

think la come on u think i so free that i talk to everyone i know everyday

i still need sometime for others not only u

stop bad mouth me la..

u feel that i nvr cherish ppl around me then nvr lor

i cant do anything of wat u feel

tell u something u r so childish lor grow up la pls

think la...

u wan break this friendship right?

break lor break lor

hate me for all u wan i got nth to say le

one more thing to say

u think too much le

i dun alway talk to my friends..

ok eg. hadi i dun talk to him everyday is like i only talk to him once in a blue moon

i talk to u is more than wat i talk to him for three years!

believe it or not is ur problem..

i so tired of all this le la
all hate me HATE me HATE ME

2008-08-17T21:49:00.009+08:00

i had alot of fun yesterday haha

lazy to type so much..

jus look at the pic below n u will know haha

given by huiying=)

2008-06-18T17:50:00.003+08:00

today wake up at 6.30..

so tired..omg..

went down at 7 to meet jl with my breakfast on my hand..

then until 7.13 then i realise..

i forgot to bring my blazer..

i ran up to took n come down..

10 floor leh..

sweat like siao..

ok go to the main point..

today have band

have sectional usual then go have combine

sound soso..

then go lunch..

come back sectional

then combine n mr tan request that we play the whole repertoie

we play much better then be4

n some of us were ask to stand up

n my whole section stand up haha

i feel proud haha..

thx to sir eddrick<<(dunno how to spell his name..so sorry if spell wrong)

he teaches us quite a few things

really thx alot=)

2008-04-28T21:18:00.002+08:00

today i super sad

so called go 'study' but never..

saw the girl that i love with her stead

tell u the truth from my heart

i wan to be the first guy to hold ur hand

i wan be the first guy to love u madly

i wan to be the first guy that u really love

i wan to be the first guy that make u feel that u r really in love

but i think that is all too late

i never cherish the chance for 1 month

i really regret=(

i love u<3

2008-04-27T21:31:00.002+08:00

jus came back from pasir ris..

after i bath then eat then watch tv

while waiting for my bro to give me the com

after waiting for 1 hour plus..

haha

i finally get the com now..

haiz..T.T

A 1 DAY TOUR AROUND PASIR RIS...

today meet jian lin downstair at the bus stop

he was late for 15min..

we meet 130 but he came at 145..

but nvm he got church...

we miss 2 21 n 1 81

then cannot wait anymore

so next 81 we take it then alight at dunno

where then we walk to meet hadi n cecilia

we walk the same road back from where we came to go play basketball..

we for dunno how long i think 1/2 hour plus going cecilia house take ball

then go play basketball until 430

plan to go out with cecilia sis but dun wan

then go find a guy zhiyang who is gay..

he ask cecilia for stead then she reject her

because of that he dun wan to meet cecilia

so we went to find him

he trick us around the whole pasir ris

N THAT HOW WE HAD A TOUR AROUND PASIR RIS

hadi shouted fuck u zhi yang haha

that was quite funny..

then we was very tired went to loyang point mac

to rest until 7 then went home..

haiz..

now sitting in front of com..

legs feel like breaking le

emo the whole day

missing u in my heart hoping to see u

hoping to hear u hoing that i can hug u in arms

very tired i think i going to sleep soon le..

goodnight darling<3

2008-04-27T10:30:00.002+08:00

i m alway like that..

never cherish the 1 that is important to me

only they left me then i realise how much i love them

actually i love u alot

can u come back to me?

i wanted to tell u how much i love u

i wan u to be by my side

darling pls come back to me

2008-03-25T21:24:00.005+08:00

today have band

but

we sound suck

dun know how to count not in tune

...

haiz..

jus suck

today

jus cry for a girl the second time

three years is a long time

lend me sometime to give up on u

i was really heart broken today

if i say or do something wrong

pls forgive me..

the smile on is all fake=)

2008-03-13T20:20:00.002+08:00

having another band today

get to school earlier jus to play scoccer with sir tx

haha

the floor very slippery

then run too fast ram into nick

make him injured..

sorry=(

cant wait for tmr..

haha

having a exchange with bendemeer

feeling so excited now..

mus trash then tmr haha

bendemeer here we come haha

2008-03-10T19:40:00.003+08:00

Today sufeng's BIRTHDAY haha..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUFENG

i got back my result on friday..

quite ok for me la

eng:50

chinese:47

a.math:90

e.math80

science(c,b):69

c.humanities(s,g):54

history:61

D&T:43

must study harder...

must pull my result upup n away..

haha

2008-03-08T18:48:00.004+08:00

today was another day of band..

quite fun..i like the drill n the practice

i m wondering how to make my section

become louder, counting better n playing better..

i dunno wat to do to make it happen

n my sec 1 boy wanted to quit..

if he quit that the end of my section..

how?How?HoW?HOW?

i dunno wat to do sia..

oh ya..i need to congrat u for having a new stead

which i jus found out today..

haha

hope that he dun make u sad

or that will be end of his father's day..

haha

wish u two happiness forever

i know that 'you' r hinting me not to like u

but i cannot help myself but to fall deep in love with u

wat can i do to stop loving u when i cannot

i very confused now =(

i was jus wearing a fake smile

in front of everybody..

nobody know how i feel

i wanted to cry but my tears was dry..

2008-01-14T20:30:00.000+08:00

sorry that so long nvr blog le..

friday
we went to esplande for a japanese concert...
the band was so good..
the first half only n i was like so high..
the concert was so super fun that i dunno wat to say..
u have see it urself to feel it
some japanese girls were like so cute lor..
haha..
when the concert is going to end soon
they cried..
i felt like so shock...

2008-01-09T14:19:00.000+08:00

today is the most boring day this week...or maybe this year...

first in the morning we supposed to have morning blowing...

we setup our instrument n we r like carry them down

then

they say no assembly..

that is like...waste time..

i m sick now n i m so lonely at home..

tired n i got headache ache all over me..

ok i not going to talk so much today..

going to slepp now..

2008-01-07T19:16:00.000+08:00

i quite like the new school,

the new friend especially alvin..

haha..

my teacher..

but i dun like my teacher teaching style

sometime can make me one to sleep..

haha

so boring in class..

then the place i sit got 4 idiots

in front n behind me n fred..

haha

everyday laugh laugh

nth to do then the will laugh..

today there is a sudden gust of wind

then we heard something drop n broken from the other class..

then we laugh like siao..

ok one last thing..

i had my history class with clara they all

clara talk alot even fred also complain she noisy..

haha..

sure love my school day..

but not really love it la..=P

2008-01-07T19:07:00.000+08:00

I LOVE U ALOT

I think i had not forget u after this few years..

i still love u deep inside my heart...

jus that i only find out now

i dunno how to say to u but

i already had someone u love

i really love u alot

i hope then i can be with u

2008-01-06T17:29:00.000+08:00

school reopen for like 5 days from now..

n i m like so sian in school

not much friends

all the teacher teaches us so slow make me wan to sleep...

me fred n hadi

go for A math

then the time clash with our cca..

3 -4.30

that mean they need to wait for until 4.30 then they will have a tuba section..

i felt so guilty

2007-10-04T16:08:00.000+08:00

ok let me say this...dun be shock

i m looking up-side-down now

because my com got virus

so if there is any wrong words forgive me ok??

okok exam is tmr so stress

i miss going out,playing,n some other things..

life is so boring..

2007-09-29T10:21:00.000+08:00

now i understand how u feel toward me
i so lousy to u
i love u because i thought u wouldn't look down on me n u'll forget ur past n carry on ur life with me but i think i m wrong....sorry for wasting ur time for past few months.
i dun think i m ur special friend after all
someone i know is ur special friend
do u know i love u alot
is not that i dun care about u
how do i care about u when u only message yanna
n tell him everything
do u know how hurt i m.
why u choose issac over me
he love u so much
he wat to do for the right time

he miss u
but me?
i only know how to cry n make u irritated..

do u miss the time we had together??
I wanted to be your guardian angel and protect u secretly

make sure u are not harm

i really really love u alot<3

2007-09-29T10:12:00.000+08:00

there is one very special day to me

every month that i will celebrate will my______

but

i think she will never celebrate will me forever le

2007-09-29T10:09:00.000+08:00

i realised life is so short

after all the training i been through...

i must cherish all there is around me

i may jus lose them to other person

2007-09-29T09:37:00.000+08:00

lot of regrets for doing something n not doing something.

sorry for hurting,shocking

never satisfying some of u....

2007-09-25T16:03:00.000+08:00

hi=) so long never post le sorr=p

i promise i will keep posting ok??

ok gtg bb

all the good days r gone n is not coming back

tell me wat should i do i feel so hopeless

miss everyone...

2007-07-15T17:22:00.001+08:00

The Impossible Quiz

do it if u can =P

i do until question 64 beat that =)

2007-07-15T15:55:00.000+08:00

Why is it a lonely world?
Loneliness is something we can experience even when we are among other people. While dealing with feelings such as loneliness, we can be destructive in our behaviour, destroying ourselves and destroying others around us. We can also discover healthy ways of dealing with loneliness.Why does loneliness occur?All of us have a little child in us that thrives on what Eric Berne calls "strokes". These strokes are the basic units of Human recognition. Everyone needs strokes. Exchange of strokes in the form of stimulation, love, affection, touch, recognition, appreciation are the fuel for survival. If a new born baby is given the best of medical care but deprived of human stimulation, touch and hugging, the baby will shrivel up and die (proven fact).Hunger for strokes is as basic as hunger for food. Giving and taking strokes ought to be among the easiest activities in our daily life just as we eat food. However just as the economy and society creates a scarcity of food, there is a scarcity of strokes too resulting in what Claude Steiner calls "stroke economy". The stroke economy is a result of us being forced to hold back while giving and taking strokes. This holding back is caused by what we are told since childhood and what the society around us makes us do. We all therefore follow these rules of 'stroke economy' :
Don’t give strokes you would like to give.
Don’t ask for strokes you would like to get.
Don’t accept strokes you would like to accept.
Don’t reject strokes you don’t want.
Don’t give yourself strokes.These rules prevent the free exchange of strokes and stroke starved people feel lonely, deprived, desperate or they shrivel up and die.There are healthy and harmful ways of dealing with stroke hunger or stroke starvation. Just as the two year old child breaks things for mommy's attention, we seek strokes in more and more harmful ways. Even a slap from mommy would fulfil the stroke hunger for the two year old child for a while. Eventually the harmful ways of seeking strokes become habitual to people who know no other way of feeding stroke hunger. Many harmful behaviour in people can be traced easily back to stroke starvation and harmful ways of seeking strokes.

2007-07-07T20:50:00.000+08:00

hi :)

welcome to my new blog everyone :)

i love u <3